One of my favorite ever teachers advised me that the first time you quit something is the hardest. But then it becomes easier and easier...He was talking to me about my then decision to postpone my further education in bible studies and preaching and what not, and he was concerned that, having had people 'postpone' and never come back, I would be one of those folks who didn't push through.
I did postpone, for a year, since my wife had just given birth to our second child, and I was in a new job at a new school, and the teaching was taking place a good 8 hour drive away, four weekends in the year, which doesn't sound like much, but it was. I resumed my studies two years later, and finished. But that was mainly because he had told me his worry about 'once a quitter...' Kind of like Yoda saying once you start down the dark path, forever will it dominate your destiny. So I wanted more to be Luke Skywalker, and came back to complete my training. :)
I think I read elsewhere in an unrelated post that one director laid it bare to the cast, told them they were going to cancel the show because of the similar issues you appear to be facing. In that case, it appeared to be the drastic wake-up call that the students needed, and it turned out to be one of their best productions.
I have not cancelled a show yet. We are about to postpone one of our Improv Nights, as it is a week after our production of 'Evita', and because of issues that arose in that production, Improv rehearsal had to be cancelled a few times (including a wonderful hour and a half where a parent was blasting me because her child is much more special than the others, despite the fact I had even cast her as the lead...future blog topic, look for it!). It is not a pleasant area for me to be in. I do think, in my case, we were a little bit optimistic about how much we could get done, so I'm going to look at that for next year, but this year, whatever state the show is in, it's going on. We work our hardest to make it as good as we can, but I do believe very strongly that the goal is progress, not perfection. The Crucible is a difficult show. I know of another troupe director who just flat cancelled their plan to do it, because they found it too difficult. I would say, embrace the challenge, take the lumps, and really use it as a teachable moment, both for your performers and for your community.
In terms of set/technical elements, just keep it simple. Being set in Puritanical times, it'll work fine with minimal set and other elements.
I wish you the best, and will pray for your peace of mind. I hope it works out. There will be a variety of opinions on this; go with the one that you are most comfortable with, and that you can live with. Better to have loved and lost, and all that.
And don't worry about what others are thinking. Stick with your convictions. You sound like you were absolutely sure that this production was the right one, at the right time. Go back to that and re-discover why you thought that. Don't spend too much time second guessing, because that way misery lies. Do what you can, be okay with failure, which, from the sounds of your passion and drive, won't be nearly anything like a failure in anyone else's eyes. Try to see your students and your own work from outside, with an outsider's perspective. Chances are, they are going to be pretty impressed.
Whichever path you choose, it'll all work out.
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Phillip Goodchild
Theatre Arts Instructor/Assistant Department Head of English
Hillsborough County Schools
Ruskin FL
Original Message:
Sent: 11-03-2015 08:43
From: Emily Olson
Subject: postponing or cancelling a show
I love reading in this forum, but this is my first time posting because I desperately need some advice from veteran teachers and directors. (It’s a very long post- sorry about that!)
I have a production of The Crucible opening in a little over a week (Nov. 12). Right now the production is in pretty bad shape.
We are very behind on all things technical (set, lights, costumes, etc.) but all of that wouldn’t matter as much if we weren’t struggling with the acting part as well. My kids are having major trouble with their lines (and some blocking). We haven’t been able to spend as much time on character work and all the “fun stuff” as I would have wanted because they struggled so long with the blocking and other basics. We have yet to run through the entire show off book and without calling line. I have done everything I can think of to help. I am at a complete loss and we are running out of time.
I have been involved in many, many productions and seen my fair share of theatrical miracles, as I’m sure we all have. It’s part of the magic of theatre. But this brings me to my question…
Have any of you ever had to cancel or postpone a production? How did you come to that decision? What were the consequences?
I have never been involved in a production that has been cancelled or postponed. To me, doing so seems to go against everything I am trying to teach my kids about theatre. But at what point does it become necessary? Is my hesitation because of my own pride (I had to fight my administration for the play and going to them to ask to postpone would be so, so hard)? Or, would postponing be best for my students? Should I hold on to hope for a theatre miracle?
I believe if I went to my administration they would allow me to postpone a week (any longer than that would be challenging due to other scheduling in the aud). Obviously postponing presents a whole new list of challenges with cast and crew availability, changing posters and publicity, etc. We haven’t actually started selling tickets yet although we were supposed to be begin selling on Thursday.
I am only in my second year teaching and consequently this is only my second time directing a full-length high school production, but I am no stranger to theatre. The Crucible was a very ambitious choice for our program and I knew it would be challenging. But in so many ways it was a perfect fit for what we needed and I truly believed we could do it. Now, I am over-analyzing every decision I have made regarding this production trying to figure out what went wrong and how I can make sure this never happens again. I don’t have an answer yet but I’m sure it will haunt me for a long while. But, beating myself up won’t solve the current problem. Does anyone out there have any words of wisdom for me?
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Emily Olson
Theatre Teacher and Director
Port St. Lucie, FL
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